This article was automatically translated from the original Turkish version.
Do you understand what I keep hidden inside?
The sentences I could never say, the ones that remain within me?
Can you read me in my eyes,
The silent thoughts I have nurtured in my heart?
Do you know what I think through the nights,
The memories left behind in the past?
Can you hear the storms that break within me,
The feelings I could never tell anyone?
Can you see beyond the smile on my face,
The resentment I hide, the silence within me?
Will you ever truly understand me,
When I sometimes cannot even understand myself?
Sometimes I stay silent, not speaking of what is inside me,
Because some feelings cannot fit into words.
Perhaps this is the hardest part of life;
That a person sometimes cannot even hear the voice within themselves.
Aykut, Esmanur. "Anlıyor musun Beni." Unpublished, handwritten poem. 2026