This article was automatically translated from the original Turkish version.
I carry a dead soul within a living body
My face smiles, my eyes weep, my mouth speaks while my soul remains silent...
Days pass, nights fade, I sleep and wake again
My soul quietly waits to leave my body
How painful it is, these silent screams as my soul seeps into my body...
The soul wishes to depart, but the body has imprisoned it...
Even Lokman the physician could no longer find a cure
The cure lies with him, doctor, yet he is far away
I and my wretched heart search for him, wait for him
He is happy, he is joyful, he is unaware
My death warrant is in my hand, yet his lips hold the seal
Tell me now, doctor, when my soul weeps, does my body bleed?
My face smiles, yet does my soul not ache?
While you search for a cure for my incurable illness
Your gaze is my breath, your smile my medicine
Now my soul has reached its longing
It has ascended to the heavens, watching endless joy
My body lies cold and decaying beneath the earth
Its endless joy is witnessed from above, by his smile
This, doctor, is love
Even if its end is death, even if my body sinks into mud
My soul is with him in paradise...
Kılıç, Emine. 'Doktor.' Unpublished manuscript poem. 2026.